Wednesday, March 30, 2011

The secret of life.

living isn’t about achieving a perfect life. You don’t have to follow the same routine as everyone around you. It’s your life, your goals, your dreams.

DO what YOU think is right.
LOVE with all YOUR heart.
LEAVE nothing UNTOLD
LAUGH because NOTHING is worth your tears.

Who has the right to tell you what to do and how to live? No one. Your parents? They’ve made mistakes in the past, and they’ve had a chance to experience the consequences of their choices. How do you expect to live if you never experience anything? Go out in the open, be free. Why wait for the day when you remember the past and say, “I should have...” Why don’t you remember the past and say, “I did..!” Don’t waste your life trying to please others by being someone you’re not. Be who you think is the right person and live by your morals and laws.

waiting

Waiting...
It’s never easy.
All the patience in the world can’t stop my mind from wandering to thoughts of you.
Curiosity is nothing comparing to the way I feel now.
I want to know.
What have you got to say?
Will you care?
Do you even know?
Too many questions are jumbling inside my mind.
If you feel the way I feel... can you please let me know?
I’m losing hope, but even if al hope is lost...
I can never stop loving you.

Monday, March 28, 2011

Love or hate?

 How can someone hate a person they loved for so long? How can one handle the hurt of hating someone they used to think the world of? I can’t think of hating you. I can’t imagine a life with me hating you. People say, “ There’s a fine line between Love and Hate.” To me, that line is a river of flames that I could never cross no matter how hard I tried.

Who am I?

Who am I?
I really don’t know who I am anymore.
People set up expectations and standards for who I should be, and I found myself living to meet these standards. I have so many masks I use everyday that I don’t know what lies underneath those masks anymore. I was on a mission to find myself and make people happy, but in the end all I did was throw myself in the flames and lose myself completely. I emerged as a stranger. My heart could no longer recognize me, and my eyes never believed what they saw. Smiles in place of frowns, Laughter instead of tears, Lies instead of the truth... My body and soul were thrown in a roller coaster of confusion. Who am I? that’s something I need to find out... soon.

Monday, February 21, 2011

Nobody Knows...

I wake up and it's a normal day,
The sun is shining, everything's okay..

Smiles and laughter everywhere I go
Filled with hope, nobody knows...

Deep within it cuts like a knife
The waging wars is crushing my life
Pressure and pain, nobody knows
This emptiness has turned my smile into stone.

A plastic smile glued to my face
A shadow of my laugh echoes this place
The hurt reflects deep in my eyes
I can't take any more of these shallow lies.

No one tries to understand my need for space,
They seem to enjoy my joyful facade
I don't want to entertain a useless crowd
When will you realize I'm not your clown?

I keep holding on, hoping the light is just a blink away
But nothing stops my life from repeating day after day,
Watching the clouds drift slowly in the endless sky
I close my eyes, wishing someone could hear my silent cry...

I push through an ocean of judging eyes
Trying to find myself I hold on to useless lies,
Broken promises and shattered dreams
But I know one day the fog will finally clear.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

I LOVE....

Lost b2amreeka ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥wallaaaaa u make me smile!! ur tweets iwansooni ( ur never gonna guess who i am muahahahaha) anywaaaaaaaay!! thaaank u 4 being my one and only lovely 
 follower! xD

I wish humans were like this :)